No more talk of Christmas. It is time to get down to the important stuff. Like anger management..

Have you ever been very angry with out knowing why? If you haven’t, let me be the one to tell you that it is one of the most frustrating things ever. This past week, I was extremely angry at nothing in particular as far as I could tell. It was just today that I finally narrowed down the reasons. I’m angry at society and at my stupid new paradigm.

Saying I’m angry at society must sound superficial and dumb, but it is too true. Learning about labels in our society and the effects they have on people has really made me think more than I’d like to. And to add to that, at the beginning of the week I saw a TV show where a certain label almost caused this kid to kill his father, then himself. I got so angry at that and I didn’t even realize it until this morning.

Not only am I angry about labels, but I am angry about being angry about labels! Before September of last year I didn’t think about things very much, and I cared even less. Even then people told me that I over thought things. Now I am always thinking, and always analyzing and I’m not sure I like it, especially because I now over think almost everything! I’m sure in the future that I may be grateful for this switch in paradigm, but for now I just resent it. I’m certainly getting more headaches.